I've been fighting the pressure to grow up most of my life. I seem to give in now and then as need be (the key part there is need), but never grew up voluntarily. I think that might be how it's supposed to be. I don't want to give up my big dreams, but to make them happen, it seems I have to at least look like I'm a big boy who's responsible. I think the first step would be to stop complaining about it and just do it already.
This must be what normal people feel like.